“Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.” Psalms 37:4
Well it has been another long delay, with six more months left till I graduate, things have been getting a little more hectic in my life. So it's been one pretty crazy rollercoster ride so far. When you are looking into a career, when you don't know when anything could happen at any moment and when you have peoples lives in your hands, it gets a little frightening and frustrating. Because I will stand there at their bed and wonder if this is a lost soul, is it someone who I could be a testimony to, but then they tell us we are not allowed to express our 'beliefs' and that we must be a competent nurse and just do our job. So all I pray is that I can be just a testimony to that person. But then, sometimes I still sit and wonder is this what I'm really meant to do. I'm only 18. But then I have to remind myself that God has placed me here for a reason, and he has brought me this far for a reason and that I know I'm not going to fail because He has great and wonderful plans for me and my future, though I don't know what they are, and that I know there are going to be those times in my life when I don't think I will be able to face those storms, I know that He is good and that if I delight myself in Him, he will give me my desires. That is how wonderful and amazing our God is. :)
Though I am afraid and I get weary He is still there, He is still willing to help me through any circumstances that I face, my God will help me through it all.
